namwano

I'd like you to take a minute and just stop what you're doing-but if you're reading this you can continue :-) Take a while and just reflect on those times, you have asked yourself, why I'm i still single? Then, think of a time you felt lonely and try and remember what you did... Did you think of someone? DO you think of people? Did you think of something, you know like you get this sudden crave for crisps and chocolates to try and drown your loneliness? This may be one of the shortest things I will ever say on this blog, but sometimes it is the brief things that we say that actually make a difference. I hope this will be one of them... I don't know about you but, I can tell you for sure that being a single in the 21st century is not the easiest of things, especially  if you intend to keep your self chaste until the day that you say I do. In this journey of life you will find millions of people who will somehow just succeed in making you feel or sense that th

Held hands, interlocked fingers Sealed lips, merged physiques Breathless moments amidst the mysterious circumstances I remember… oh yes I do I remember like it was yesterday Such reminiscences take a while to fade away I didn’t like him much, but was forced to love him By her She’d have kicked me out if I didn’t And quite frankly I didn’t mind I needed a place to unwind Held hands, interlocked fingers Sealed lips, merged physiques Breathless moments a midst mysterious circumstances I enjoyed each and every one of them Different people, but the experiences still the same Nobody knew but me, I guess I was good at my game Coz all I ever told them besides an imaginary profession, was my name Dad had walked out on me Mum regretted the day she ever bore me I couldn’t tolerate more of this life Between me and her, there was nothing but strife I can’t remember the last time dad regarded her as his wife Maybe in his thoughts (in regret that is) but in public, they never saw eye to eye I never

When the darkness covers the earth, I lay back on my bed With nothing to be heard, and nothing to be said But emotions feel my heart of hearts, mostly those that are sad Because it seems everything around me just chooses to be bad With tears flowing down my face, hoping to cleanse my soul I realize that somethings in this life, are barely in my control Each and every split second reminisce how to change this state I am in Because the longer I postpone it, the likely I am to sin You say I should let it go and start living my own life Forgive him you say, avoid any form of strife Not for him but rather for your self…. But I look at you and think….. Have you any Idea what I’ve been through Have you any idea how it feels to walk in my shoe Does it ever cross your mind, what it took me even break this down to you Day after day I lay back on the ground Nothing meaningful seems to come around In the silence of the night, the memories run through my head I try to speak, but

Not so long ago the world was painted red with the festive season of Valentine’s Day. Everybody was busy dishing out flowers to loved ones and expressing their love the best way they know how. I know of a few people around me, got a taste of valentine fever; from my parents who had a special dinner in the house, to my best friend whose boyfriend made special reservations at an exclusive restaurant. I mean if it would have been hard for anyone to even ignore the fact that the notch had been raised a bit high when it came to romance and ‘love’. For me, I was partly in school, and later in the evening at home, serenading myself with R’n’B music, that always has a way of blowing my senses away. No talk, just music. Sometimes after seeing too much love in one day, you just one to be on your own, eating your favorite meal (ugali and chicken gobbled down with a glass of fresh juice and yogurt) listening to your best tunes and looking into the sky reminis