namwano

It has been a while since I sat down to write something out to you. I have been caught up in so many things that I actually forget to take some time and think about you I apologize, though I know you understand fully, that all this in due time, shall bear good fruit, not just for me but those around me; including you. But I am here now, and I just thought I should jot down something to you, even as I wait for the day of your arrival. Oh how I can’t wait, for time to tell that the moment for us to come together has arrived. It seems like forever, but I’d rather wait, coz I know the longer it takes for me to get to you, the better the future will be for us. It is still hard to imagine that you are out there somewhere looking for me; down on your knees chanting a prayer every night that your eyes will one day be opened to see me.   I wish I knew who you are, so that I know how to prepare myself for you. I wish I knew where you are then I would at least come to meet you. I wish I knew ...

I am slowly learning how to stop bottling things inside and talk about them. The usual me would keep it all in and try and come up with a solution for myself without giving any clue that anything was wrong with me. I loved to sit in my own cocoon, contemplate on my failures and weaknesses and what got me to the slimy pit I happen to be in at that particular moment. I’d most probably be closed up in my room coming up with endless imaginations of how my present life would have been if I had avoided the inducement. Well after all is said and done, one thing’s for sure: you still remain in square one. You think by simply brushing it all away you have dealt with the issue but in reality you have actually left it as a pending agenda waiting to be worked on. I love being a lone ranger. I do things on my own, come up with my own ideas, wanting to achieve them my own way and mostly being led by own convictions. But lately I have come to realize, it isn’t the best thing in life. There are times ...

If there’s one thing I have come to learn and still digging deep on what it really is, is this supposedly frenzied subject matter called love. Quite frankly, I think I have been in and out of it numerous times, but the interesting thing is that it has so much to teach you, and you never get enough of it…Ever! In fact you get to crave more and more of it. But allow me to let you into my world. Come tag along and explore the various things that I have personally learnt about love. For some statements you may be like, ‘I knew that’, actually most of them but kindly put your pride and ego aside for a moment and try and reflect on the lessons you too have learnt about it. Hopefully you will relate to most of it if not all of it, if not, well, just go through it for your reading pleasure okay? 1.         God is love It is a proven fact, I have come to see. When I accepted Christ into my life, I was moved by the fact that someone would give his life for me, a...

It is in this quiet, still atmosphere That I long to be in the company of someone dear But every time I look around me, there is something I hear A mysterious reverberation that inculcates my soul with fear A cold shiver runs down my spine The sound of a heart pounding so loudly, it can only be mine The darkness descends Tragedy is set to impend And How I wish I could amend All that’s about to transpire and bring it to an end I long to ask, this one question Hoping that someone would help and give me a solution Not just for this very moment but the days to come To ease the weight of them being burden-some Show me my warrior, Show him to me Show me the one man that will stand up against all adversity Show me he who is ready to give up his all No matter the day or time, he is geared up to take the fall Show me my warrior, show him to me Show me the one man that will not dwell only on building so called chemistry Show me a warrior, bring him to me Show me the one man that will look into m...