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I am slowly learning how to stop bottling things inside and talk about them. The usual me would keep it all in and try and come up with a solution for myself without giving any clue that anything was wrong with me. I loved to sit in my own cocoon, contemplate on my failures and weaknesses and what got me to the slimy pit I happen to be in at that particular moment. I’d most probably be closed up in my room coming up with endless imaginations of how my present life would have been if I had avoided the inducement. Well after all is said and done, one thing’s for sure: you still remain in square one. You think by simply brushing it all away you have dealt with the issue but in reality you have actually left it as a pending agenda waiting to be worked on. I love being a lone ranger. I do things on my own, come up with my own ideas, wanting to achieve them my own way and mostly being led by own convictions. But lately I have come to realize, it isn’t the best thing in life. There are times ...

If there’s one thing I have come to learn and still digging deep on what it really is, is this supposedly frenzied subject matter called love. Quite frankly, I think I have been in and out of it numerous times, but the interesting thing is that it has so much to teach you, and you never get enough of it…Ever! In fact you get to crave more and more of it. But allow me to let you into my world. Come tag along and explore the various things that I have personally learnt about love. For some statements you may be like, ‘I knew that’, actually most of them but kindly put your pride and ego aside for a moment and try and reflect on the lessons you too have learnt about it. Hopefully you will relate to most of it if not all of it, if not, well, just go through it for your reading pleasure okay? 1.         God is love It is a proven fact, I have come to see. When I accepted Christ into my life, I was moved by the fact that someone would give his life for me, a...

It is in this quiet, still atmosphere That I long to be in the company of someone dear But every time I look around me, there is something I hear A mysterious reverberation that inculcates my soul with fear A cold shiver runs down my spine The sound of a heart pounding so loudly, it can only be mine The darkness descends Tragedy is set to impend And How I wish I could amend All that’s about to transpire and bring it to an end I long to ask, this one question Hoping that someone would help and give me a solution Not just for this very moment but the days to come To ease the weight of them being burden-some Show me my warrior, Show him to me Show me the one man that will stand up against all adversity Show me he who is ready to give up his all No matter the day or time, he is geared up to take the fall Show me my warrior, show him to me Show me the one man that will not dwell only on building so called chemistry Show me a warrior, bring him to me Show me the one man that will look into m...

It had nothing to do with me standing in the moonlight In fact, the sun awoke me that day, with its refreshing rays that brought delight And when the time had finally come, This is what I had to say: I stand before you here and now Pretty nervous though but ready to make my vow To the one man, that chose to be a warrior above all else By guarding my heart, propelling my focus toward God and nothing less I stand before a cloud of witnesses to testify of one thing This queen has found someone to position as her earthly King He walked up to me on day one Claimed me to be shinning bright like the noon day sun But I brushed him off and sent him on his way Thinking that it was some sort of game he wanted to play He kept on persisting, every night and day Until one day, I chose to stop being stubborn, and hear what he had to say It wasn’t anything much other than a “hallo” And at that point in time, I was quietly uttering, “Oh, no” I walked away hurriedly, but He took me by the hand The look ...