It’s funny, how much seems to come to life,
when you sit back and observe people and things for a while. You never quite
get to witness how life unfolds when you’re busy trying to make major ends
meet. It’s understandable though, that’s just how the cookie crumbles these
days. The hours of the day are filled with “busy bodies”, clogged minds trying
to generate ideas while at the same time create solutions for problems that
seem to be cropping up quicker than them. Life is a continuous evolution; not
much appears to be the same. Though amidst the unending amendments it causes us
to make, I still repeatedly find myself asking these questions, who I’m I? Why
I’m I here? Where I’m I going?
Sometimes I think I have the answer to these
questions, though as life unfolds I then realize, only God has the answers. He
will continually remind me who I am in Him. Even then, if I fall prey to trying
too hard to be someone else, the reflection I get from His mirror of who I am
defies all else, and I choose to reflect more on that than on my faults and
failures. If anything, they have made me who I am today, and if Christ approves
me as I am, then that is the only approval I’ll ever need. But why I’m I here?
Some time back, that was a question that
endlessly haunted my mind. I sought for answers in all I thought would at least
shed some light on an assignment I knew I ought to be doing. Books were read,
advice poured from the few that in my view were mature enough to give wisdom
and encouragement to my troubled soul. However, for the most part of it I never
felt quite certain that I really knew why I was here.
A time comes though when, you opt to stop
asking questions and keep still. I spotted a picture among the several that I
had kept with me that read, “Be still and know that I am God,” derived from the
scripture, Psalm (46:10). It takes guts, to put faith into action. It takes
effort too. The truth of the matter is that, the effort we put in should not be
our own, but by the enablement of the Holy Spirit (Zech. 4:6) So many times we are quick to speak and act,
but slow to think, analyze and pray. And even when we pray, we give God a
mental time frame on when and how He should respond. I ask you then, who is in
charge of your life? Since when does the ‘created’ tell the ‘creator’ how it should
be made and where it should be placed?
I’ve been a victim severally, of telling God
how my life ought to be and how I should lead it. The more I planned out how to
live my life, without patiently waiting for Him to unveil His plan, the more
frustrating my Christian walk became. It felt more of a routine, rather than a
relationship. I was looking for something greater, better and more fulfilling,
forgetting that I needed more of the ‘giver’ than the ‘gift’. Nevertheless, all
this did bring me to a place in which I had to surrender everything I had. The
best position to have God do His work in your life is at the end of yourself;
that place where you let go and let God. The place where you choose to have
faith, serve by faith, live and walk by faith, instead of relying on your own
understanding.
At that point in time, understand that God
may be causing this to happen for you to realise that it’s time for you to wake
up, shake off comfortability and launch out into new horizons. We may not know
where exactly the road may lead, but we have a loving father that is always
present to guide as we take each step to fulfil His calling in our lives.
Take time and develop your faith. Faith is
like a pair of bird’s wings. Unless, you are let go into circumstances that
require you to fly, you will never strengthen them. You will remain knowing
that you’re a bird but never really act like one. Life goes by so quickly, and
the more time we waste searching for signs and wonders or waiting for “physical
evidence” of who God really is and His nature, the more immune we become to the
working of the Holy Spirit within us. So yet another question to you is this,
do you believe in God? Do you trust in Him completely to have his divine
purpose for your life to come to fruition using His outlined path and not
yours?
Each of us has a special path outlined by God
for us to follow. God has a specific assignment of which He has a map to guide.
We often spend time wishing to be on a highway rather than a bumpy road. We
wish to cruise above the oceans of life’s happenings instead of swim against
the tides. Truth is you are going to encounter difficulties. A point in time
comes when the storms of life will challenge your strength and sometimes knock
you down. Don’t give up. It is then that you put your faith into action... but
how so?
I believe that each of us is gifted in one
way or another. Whether you’re multitalented or have one single thing that you
thrive in, that is your gift. God gives gifts not for competition but
edification, not for popularity but for the blessing of others, not for fame
but that all glory and honour will be unto His name. With our gifting we are
able to dream of where it is we’d be or better still what God would have us do
with what He has given us. It is important therefore, to take time and identify
what it is that God has gifted you in. Could you create a dream from it and make
it a reality, by serving God using your gift?
It is sad, that many chase after dreams that
seem more popular than others or bring in more revenue than others, not really
paying attention to the motivation behind what they do. A dream led by the
wrong motivation only brings temporary satisfaction. If you do not love what
you do, then don’t chase after it. Let God lead you on where it is He would
have you maximize your potential. Then and only then will you be able to thrive
even when the road seems long and tough. Why? Because the dream that you have
was implanted in you by God, and as you have identified it, you believe and
carry the promise that “he who begun a
good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Jesus Christ.”Phil.
1:6.
You don’t have to be old to do something
great for God. Start where you are: avail yourself at this very moment and be
open to be used as a vessel of honour, a channel through which multitudes
receive love and hope and see a reflection of Christ. As God’s vessel, you are
to allow the owner to use it as He pleases, for He knows what is best. He knows
where it is best placed. He knows what substance would be appropriate in it for
it to play its role. It isn’t just put forth as a beautiful presentation but an
addition-an enhancement to the already built position and surrounding it is in.
That in itself, is a reflection of faith; and without this faith we are told
that it is impossible to please God (Hebrews 11:6)
God is in the business of transformation. He
never changes but that very nature brings about change for His people, to mould
them into those who are able to do His will. You were born and created for
impact. You were destined to be of influence as the character of Christ
influences your way of living. Right where you are is right where you need to
be to make the difference you desire to see. Transformation is not a task
limited to time, gender or age. It is available to all that seek to work,
persevere and endure faithfully enough to live a dream.
For every level that you rise to, there are
new challenges. For every new challenge, there is a lesson to be learned. For
every lesson learnt, there is wisdom and knowledge acquired. We are not immune
to failure, but we have no excuse not to get up, because, there’s promised
grace that is sufficient. (2 Cor.12:9) And as all this takes place in the
circumstances that we may be in, there’s a special gift of strength that is
developed, not just for the present but future as well. Take advantage of the
storm to learn from it, don’t run from it.
As I challenge you then to serve on eagle’s
wings, amongst the greatest lessons I have learned while in the mission is
that, we all are on a journey. Nobody is perfect. We are different and each of
us despite our strengths and weaknesses has a role to play. We were made to
complement one another. We are to compose a sweet symphony that is gentle to
the souls of they that feel lost in a dark world. We are to be in harmony with
each other. We may all be quick to dare one another to face challenges, but let
us all gracefully be available to those who may not be strong enough to walk on
their own. Give me a challenge, but let me know that I’ll still have your
shoulder to cry on and your arms shall be open too if I happen to feel I may not
make it through.
I stumbled upon this quote recently by Rex
Rouis that brought to life the essence of Serving God on Eagle’s Wings. It
states that, “It is faith alone, in Christ alone which alone moves God, when
you’re alone”.
Live in the confidence that as you diligently
serve God in whatever capacity, it is your faith that will cause you to soar
higher than ever before. Focus on God not only in times of need but when you
experience His great blessings as well. Remember, there’s always a song for
each season, including strain and pain. None of them go unnoticed, each of them
serves a purpose and if you keep up with the journey, it shall unfold before
your very eyes.
So go forth, to you who has not begun; go
forth and start to serve. For you who is well into it, keep on serving... and
be still, for “In rest, is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your
strength.” (Isaiah 30:15)
Wow Nash...did you write this????? How did you get to be soooo wise and eloquent at such a young age???? You truly are a wise soul living in such a hip and trendy body.. Thanks for this post - it is AMAZING. Be blessed in every way xxx
ReplyDeleteHeart wrenching truth told from a soul desperate to know God! Additional text..Eph 2:10, Acts 17:26-28. God bless you
ReplyDeleteWow! Am speechless. What manner of wisdom is this!!! You are so blessed. Can't wait to read more.
ReplyDeleteVery profound Namwano! k
ReplyDeleteThis is an awesome insight, in fact, i will point a few friends here who need to know such truths...good stuff Nash
ReplyDeleteAmazing Namwano, I ask this question so many times too , I love you answer, yes it is time to let the Creator direct us, time to surrender , trust and have faith. I especially like the verses you put. Good job ��
ReplyDeleteWow this is awesome, I have been truly blessed and challenged. Please keep witting, God is using you to change may lives.
ReplyDeleteI am lost in your words,but right there lies with you such astounding wisdom...need i say mo....twinny..
ReplyDeleteAwesome!!!..................... and as beautiful as you are. May this candle that is burning in your soul keep burning brighter and brighter!!! I am so....... proud of you!!!
ReplyDeleteI needed the giver more than the gift :) :) very profound :D
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