namwano

31 days ago, I begun on a random journey of challenging myself to keep it positive through out this entire month. #31DaysofPositivity I say random, simply because it had nothing to do with sitting down and looking for a manual or guidebook to give me steps to achieve happiness (so for those who thought that all the while, there was a book I was faithfully commited to, I'm sorry to burst your bubble-there wasn't.) All were lessons learnt, thoughts and inspirations on my mind on particular days that challenged me to be real and positive at the same time. I was busy going through my pages catching up with the latest updates on several social media sights and happened to stumble across a quote that stated this; I will no longer let the negative things in my life spoil all the GOOD I have. I choose to be HAPPY! In my head I thought that was quite a challenge; easier said than done-given the fact that the past months here in a foreign land haven't been the easiest in

It’s a cold world around me. The chills that sting my fragile skin, keep my conscience awake to the seemingly never ending war between the lonely and the content, the bitter and the sweet, the silence and the clamour and the dark corners of the soul verses the little sparks of bright hope that long to be shone. There’s a beauty that is desperately being searched for by many- I see it, I sense it, I can almost touch it with the palm of my hand; a beauty apparently so distinctive that many give the impression to have a vague description of, but for some reason do not own it. There’s 'a beauty’ that seems to be out there somewhere, even I I’m yet to see, what everyone seems to be chasing after. Though with me lies inscriptions of ladies hearts on paper. Combined neatly and consistently outlining the recitation of lives they never thought they’d have until a period in time when it unfolded before their very eyes...                                 ...............................